I am insecure about my girl
My girl moved to another state which is the opposite state from where I live and now she has friends she is actually very introverted like me.
But as a girl but also that she wants to be a little extrovert and explore the world because she has never been in her school life.
Now she has lots of friends and a little group of male friends also which makes me little and secure but when I look at them I don't feel anything I mean they look worse than me... But you know looks is not the main thing...
We had met at school and it was the end of our school life... So most of the time we communicate online and so when she shares about her friends I feel really insecure like they can spend some time even though she doesn't like them 😭... Here in homes are also about 100 KM so even if she came back on holidays it is quite difficult for me to go and meet her 😭😭😭
So the most insecuring part is I have never gotten a chance to spend some time with her and it's been 2 years since school when I met her last... One more and security part that you know I don't look good I don't have height and there is nothing actually you can tell about me which is attractive which is good...
The only thing you can tell about me which is good is that I can really understand emotion and that is the reason she trusts me a lot and kind of depends on my mentally... When she is really low she call me and request me please don't cut the call until I sleep 😭😘 that is the most romantic and the level of comfort and trust I get from a person I have never feel about anyone that makes me more attached to her 🥺🥺