u/BreadfruitSad5248

so the first time i ejaculated was from masturbating and it was so intense that i panicked and held my penis shut to prevent making a mess, despite the orgasm lasting several seconds after it. i haven't ever had an ejaculation or orgasm through masturbation to that level while masturbating since. any orgasm i reach is like a weak little dribble instead of any sort of forceful ejaculation. did i mess something up by blocking it off?

it definitely feels different during actual intercourse, it feels like i am emitting a projectile in that case. but im a sexual being with a decidedly non sexual partner so it's become a problem for me to try to reach gratification.

thanks

so the first time i ejaculated was from masturbating and it was so intense that i panicked and held my penis shut to prevent making a mess, despite the orgasm lasting several seconds after it. i haven't ever had an ejaculation or orgasm through masturbation to that level while masturbating since. any orgasm i reach is like a weak little dribble instead of any sort of forceful ejaculation. did i mess something up by blocking it off?

it definitely feels different during actual intercourse, it feels like i am emitting a projectile in that case. but im a sexual being with a decidedly non sexual partner so it's become a problem for me to try to reach gratification.

thanks