Last day worries
My final day is next Friday. I have handed in my notice and the necessary people know. Some staff members know I have a new job but I haven't told them when I'm leaving.
I'm petrified for the last day. I worked at a school a few years ago and when I left they all had presents and cards which were nice but they only showed them being nice on the final day, not the rest of the time.
This past year of working in a new school has been awful. I have felt so isolated, lonely and everyone is in one big clique that I'm obviously not a part of. I'm worried on my last day (if they know), they will pretend to be nice and give me a gift and stupid me will feel guilty for leaving or I'll feel bad and I'll cry. I stupidly cry when I feel awkward and I'm petrified I'll cry.
It's so silly. Do you have any advice?