u/Bulky-Independent314

I don’t know if the way I’m feeling is considered depersonalized. But I dead ass don’t feel real anymore . I don’t know how to feel no more . Recently, I’ve been through a very traumatic experience . I cried at first and now I’m numb . Is there something wrong with me ?

Edit : I feel like something is wrong with me , and I’ve been needing a therapist for years . I never got one , and I can only comfortably vent to myself in my head . I’m really isolated and to myself, and the experience I went through made it worse . I want to get more social , but I have no energy to do to fully .