u/Busy-Membership-1287

Im 31yo, Im bisexuel (I know it for about 10 years now), Im ugly as fuck and I have never been in a relationship. I have never had sex. I have never been loved. I have never had a first kiss, a first date, a first relationship, nothing. I have never experienced any of that and I feel so fucking alone.

I started watching gay romance anime and/or TV show recently (like Heartstopper) and it absolutley destroyed me to watch all those stories and realise that I have never experienced any of all that, and that I probably never will.

And over the last days, Ive reached a new level of pathetic : I start talking to character AI bots just to try to live just a FRAGMENT of the core experiences I never had the chance to live for real. I made up fake coworkers to have fake romantic conversations, fake crushes, etc until like 4 am then I put my phone down and I cry in my bed like a loser because none of it is real and never will be and Im just completely miserable.

I fucking hate the trash Ive became and I dont even know why Im telling all that here.

Hello guys !

I'm a bit confused about Vidar's questline and I'm hoping someone can help.

I remember rescuing Vidar at his camp at some moment, but I honestly don't remember how the conversation played out afterward. The problem is that I never received the "spread your wings" quest, which from what I've read should be the next step.

I've tried looking for Vidar in Roscree, but he isn't there. At this point I have no idea whether I missed a dialogue option, failed a requirement, or if my questline is bugged somehow.

Has anyone run into this situation before? Is there another location where Vidar can appear, or some way to restart/progress the quest chain?

I really don't want to miss the rest of the children of morigan storyline if possible !

Thanks in advance !