I M35 don’t know if I should break up with F35 or if my brain is just messed up?
We have dated years ago and I broke up with her then because I just felt like I didn’t love her. Couple years later both her parents die and I tried to be there for her. So we started dating again. We have been together for a year and during that year i was trying to get clean from a drug addiction. I’ve now been sober for 2 months and even before I got sober I just felt like I didn’t love her and never missed her ( she lives hours away). Since I’ve been sober I feel like my head has gotten clearer everyday and it feels like this isn’t going to work out. Problem is idk if my brain is just fucked or my feelings a genuine. They feel genuine but I care about her. I just feel like we work better as just friends. I don’t feel attracted to her I don’t think about her hardly. Also there is a girl at my job that I don’t work with at all but I see her every once in awhile( hospital completely different department would I would never date someone I work directly with) and ever since 6months ago when I first saw her I’ve wanted to talk to her so bad and I never think stuff like that while in relationships. I guess I just want to hear if I’m crazy or should follow my feelings.