Why did the spirits save me at all

I was saved a year ago by a wind with no sourced and heard a voice, but now I’m suffering an illness with no known help. I did a healing ritual but I’m starting to hate these beings why save me? Should have have let the guy end my life there and then. I’m only 26 why save me why? I hate them it’s weird and annoying I ahve something docs want to ignore and let peopel die with and it’s costs 300k for Sugery it’s insane. My dad is a high priest and such but I wanted to ask others. We did a divination it says these things knew I would be sick like this and that they would return when 7 days or 21 after a ritual.
Any advice would help thank you

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u/CCI_Guy — 15 days ago