Have had 2 heads with what appears to be rot...they haven't thrown scapes yet. Some others in the same bed are starting too though. I purchased seed from a reputable supplier. What is going on? We have already applied predatory nematodes for other pests maybe they will help with this too? Any advice would be appreciated. Thank you in advance.
I've been struggling with what the Dr. thinks is depression, or something... I am wanting to disappear. My cat is currently purring next to me and reaching out with his paw...which is quite reassuring. It seems like he is the only one who gets it sometimes. I wish my partner of 12 yrs could see my sorrow, my deep sadness my absolute despair. I just want to have happiness again. I couldn't ever leave my mother wondering why... At least I don't think I could. I just want to be happy again. I wish I could be less sad and care about me now then them for once. Can you tell me... An I losing it??