u/Calm-Championship405

Hii!! I'm an upcoming freshie BCAED and matagal ko nang dream na magka penpal, hindi ko lang nagagawa kasi takot akong ma expose address ko hahwhwhah and I was thinking, since ang lawak ng cl and madaming college baka may gusto ding may magka penpal dyan??

I just want this to be my small hobby hehe

Ang naiisip ko lang na way para magawa is iiwan yung letter sa agreed spot sa loob ng cl and kukunin ganun haha, without knowing each others face or something like that🙏🙏🙏

Ka freshie din sana para masaya

Some intrests i have para may something in common tayo.

Anime

Drawing

Indie artist

Bands

Concerts

Stickers

Usagi(current hyperfixation)))

Mag eenroll po ako sa 20 and gusto ko po sana mag inquire ng dorm, hindi pa.kasi ako nakakahanap ng pwede tuluyan sa labas ng cl huhu.

No i am not with an ortho, i got my braces by a dentist who also does braces.

Ive been on braces for almost 5 years, I only have one crooked tooth on top and two on bottom, i'm also slightly overbite.

Every month I have to pay extra because my bracket kept loosing. At first I thought Its a me problem because Im a big foodie so I tried only eating soft foods and sometimes I dont eat solid foods. But for some reason I loose 1-4 bracket per month and I have to pay whenever I loose one (58 for when I lost the bracket and 5$ when I still have tge bracket)

And for the past few months I havent seen any changes. I did got those elastic things for my overbite on year 2-3 but they just let me stop and i still have an overbite.

Last night I was kinda sad about something so i chugged like 2 big chocolate juice box and an ice cream. I forgot I was lactose intolerant so I finished all of them. After i guess 2 hours I vomited it all and it was a lot. And 10 hours has passed and l'm still vomiting even though I havent eaten anything. I'm alsc pooping a lot so idk. My tummy has been hurting ever since I woke up.

Edit: heres a timeline 10pm - drank two large box of chocolate milk 12pm - puked 1 am- slept 5am~8pm(now) - tummy hurting and puking and pooping small amounts and I sleep the pain away. Puked like 4 times and pooped 3 timesToT

We've been friends for almost 5 years and it's been good. I was never attracted to him at first but as time passed, holy crap I may like this friend of mine. But its kinda weird for me to like him right?

I mean at first we were in a group of friend and classmates. He also got into a relationship with my old bestfriend (she was a little problematic so he left her but in my case she left me because who knows what but yeah she was really hard to handle. And this was also like 4 years ago)

During 10th grade I sorta had this small crush on him but I stopped because I thought I was stupid so I just continued on being his friend.

We also dated different people during high school. I dated a girl for a year but we didn't worked out. He got a fling that also didn't worked out.(idk how many flings he got since he doesnt really talk about it)

During this summer we hanged out a lot together with our other friends. I say we're pretty chill with each other.

But I really want to like him. In a romantic way. And theres this thing thats stopping me. I want to express to him that I like him and such. But like---- it feels so weird. And it kinda hurts that I think I can't like him romantically.

I get these day dreams and delusions that what if we dated or what would we look like in tge next 10 years. I don't want to say that i love him. But I really do.

I dunno maybe im scared that I might get rejected. Maybe its weird because back then I supported all of his flings and it ended up being me who actually likes him. Maybe because I just want us to be friends and never go further. Or maybe im just being delusional again. Reading too much romantic mangas and thursting for love.

We're off to college in a few months and I know damn well we wont be seeing each other more often. I want to love him. And it kinda hurts that I see him with another girl. I wan't to be by his side more often and if not I just want us to be closer.

I'm not gonna lie but if I were to be with him I want it to last forever. I want to grow old with him. But we also have different goals. I want to run away and adopt pets and never have children and be different. And he wants a normal family... He wants a nice polite girl. He wants children of his own, he wants his parents to see his own children, he wants to stay wherever he's comfortable. And I dont want to disturb that dream of his. I also dont want my dreams to change. Idk Im not planning to confess my feelings or anything. I just want to get this weird feeling off my chest. And if you've read this far, thanks I really want to be heard about this even just for a bit.