My dad is a very controlling person that already decided to ignore other psicological/psychiatric diagnoses of mine because he didn’t like, I am still financially dependent of him and the last years he made me feel like free will is straight up not a thing. I'm afraid he is going to force me to go to med school if he finds out.
First it was a horror story about poor kids being forced to cook other kids for adults and then the Epstein files came out like 6 months after I started writing.
And then it was a highschool comedy story about an AroAce girl trapped in a really bad Shoujo anime were her "friends" try to force her to date the ML that I stopped writing because I made a friend who their "friends" are trying to force him to date a very specific girl.
Context if needed: I'm AroAce and non-partening
So, in my college there is this guy that does jornalism and he absolutely obliterated his own reputation this semester by doing stuff like destroying every group project he's in, victimblaming SA victims, being a transphobe, going to parties instead of going to any class (including when they have projects) and SH a minor. There is also this big saga were he tells everybody stuff he made up about the assaulter and the victim to make the assaulter look good and the victim bad, which is what sticked out to me bc the victim is my friend.
He was kinda cool last semester but now he is the devil. Last semester we also had ONE project together that I did like 99% of the work but because I was dealing with another weirdo liking me I didn't realized he was useless. I honestly really desappointed with him.
A couple of days ago he messaged me, wanting to apologize for something. I felt like a kindergarden teacher telling him that he should seek forgiveness from the victim, not someone he only speaks with once every blue moon, specially bc I was probably his last resort to "fix" his reputation and he probably think of me as either a saint or the dumbest person ever.
Today, while I was eating, he spawned at my side and started asking for MY forgiveness, that he didn’t want people to hate him and he told me about how he didn’t demended nudes from a girl knowing she was a minor so it wasn’t that bad (that's how I found out about that btw). I started begging my friend in messages to come because I was feeling he would follow me if I left and I felt safer because there was so many people around us.
He also started crying and talking to me to not jugde him by what others think of him, that my friend WILL forgive him eventually, that I'm the person he likes the most in the campus (we barely talk) and was acting like I was some kind of bitter ex girlfriend that he still loved but he didn’t wanted to admit the break-up was his fault (super specific, but the best way to describe).
Than my friend finally came and he stopped acting like that. He even "jokingly" threat to continue to harrass the people on the friend group until he gets accepted back in.
The reason I decided to rant here it’s because I rarely notice when someone likes me, so him acting not only like he liked me, but like we already dated and he wanted me back scared me, because if I can notice if someone likes me, they probably really really like me.
And once again, WHAT DO I HAVE TO ATTRACT SO MANY WEIRDOS? First a NeoNazi, then a MAGA now this creep! Is it because I can only notice it if they are almost Marinette levels of obsessed? WHY?