It sucks to be a Cancer/Pisces in this world
Ok, before you leave and scroll to other post I am in the duty to say that kindness, empathy, intuition, service and deep love (qualities often related to Cancer and Pisces) Shouldn't have be taken as weakness, but in the current state of the world, *they* are.
After discovering astrology and started to learn about my chart, I had noticed how accurate it is when it comes to my life. And not only that, I started disliking my Pisces Sun. Not other placement in my chart gives me many problems and rejection (well, my Saturn in the 12 and NN cancer are near). I got taken advantage so much from others a lot of times and still struggling with put limits. Also, most piscean careers sucks and doesn't really resonates with me, however, thanks to the trigone of my NN and Sun, the more I reject, the more comebacks to me. Thank to God, I got blessed with a Aquarius Stellium in my 9H.
I really understand why people fears to have pisces anything in their charts, it seems like in one way or another, others can and wants to advantages us; and that destiny is when at least, harmful. Probably my Aries Moon has something to do in my rejectness to my Sun.
I've saw and read many times how Cancer/Pisces (specially Pisces) are considering weak, dumb and other not so good qualities, and how Pisces deeply suffers with love while others can move easily and partying and in straight women (like me) is extremely dangerous be like that and also saw a lot of Pisces women suffering with this. And of course, that feeds even more my resentment to being my Sun.
I wish Pisces were a bit individualistic, not so idealistic and more cold and independent as Aries, Capricorn and Aquarius are.
And the cherry on the top (for me) there aren't many historical and revolutionary Pisces women in comparison to other signs (like Virgo, Leo and again, Aquarius). Not many writers, suffragists, scientists and related. And its worst if we compare to Pisces men, who have many remarkable figures outside arts fields.
If you read all of this vent, thank you.