u/CanetaRosaS2

So I decided to play with a very popular pre made world, and it came with the goal of basically becoming a popular snark page and spread gossip. I wasn't liking at all how all of my actions led to drama between the characters and I couldn't progress a positive relationship with anyone despite trying my hardest, so I changed the main objective of the world but nothing changed, all the milestones and missions are still about certain drama and gossip instead of updating to fit the new goal, is this an issue for everyone or do these missions just not matter with the main goal at all?

Seriously, if they're banning minors from the platform but then don't let the adults have access to adult content, not even meaning sex, more like violence and being allowed to discuss heavy topics, they're making a child friendly app that's forbidden to minors??

I don't know what to do anymore. I'm already 22(f) and I feel like I don't want to get any older. It's a bit of a rant and venting but it's important context, my entire life I always felt rejected, maybe my mom didn't mean to but I always knew she didn't plan on having me or my siblings, she was 17, dad was 19, they waited until she turned 18 and got married before I was born, she'd always talk about how she wanted to go to college, how she would've done things differently. Then I started growing up, I'm overweight, always have been, and my own family (both parents and grandma) would tell me to my face that I'd only be pretty if I lost weight, that I had a pretty face going to waste on a fat body, I grew up feeling ugly and unwanted, the kicker? We were barely scraping by, most days lunch was water and popcorn and dinner was water and sleep, my only decent meals were at school. Of course I got bullied, I had some friends but unsurprisingly lost contact when we grew up despite living in the same area. I was preyed on when I was a child, by a relative, then online by a stranger and my mom's response was to call me whore and make it about my father feeling ashamed of having me for a daughter (at 13), they took away everything I had and left me alone without explanation or support and when it happened again more times later I just didn't tell anyone. Now I'm here, tried to commit multiple times over the years, the most recent was around two months ago, my job is crap, my boss also sexually assaulted me, the pay is shit, I can't find anything else in the area, can't drive, my relationship is imploding and I'm feeling like the person who proposed to me just didn't leave yet because he's waiting for something better and doesn't want to be alone while waiting, friendships? Maybe 2 that I speak with once a week and not anything deeper than sharing a cat picture.

Today while at work my mom sent me a picture of my room, I won't lie, it's ugly, my bedroom was the junk room and is filled with mysterious stains from back then, my parents refuse to do anything about it and I can't afford to do it myself, I didn't even have a bed from 14 to 17 and slept on the floor. Now I do have a bed, but I'm slipping into depression again, thinking about attempting for a few weeks now, my bedroom isn't pretty, I only look presentable because I'm forced to due to work but I don't have the energy to actually take care of myself anymore. She took pictures of it and sent with a passive aggressive wall of text, I can't take it anymore. I don't want to die, but I don't see any way out of this dump, I feel hopeless and every time there's a confrontation with my parents involved I just consider ending it more because surprise, I'm scared I might be pregnant from another incident and I can't abort as my country doesn't allow it, I just want a way out, anything.