u/CardiologistSafe4392

I am 23 years old MtF from India, I pass well with my face, I had my vulvalplasty done previous year in October, since I left my last job I have encountered multiple rejections and considering everything from everywhere I thought of de-transistioning, not medically ofcourse neither I can nor I want to because I like and loved my body after SRS, however when I try to tie my hair to a tight bun and show myself masculine I didn't liked it, I want a middle ground since I will forever be on E but I just want job and not side eyes from everyone, Infact SRS made me so comfortable with my body that my dysphoria is gone (till now). Will this really be called de-transistioning?

I liked everything about being a woman I am just exhausted with trying too hard on everything.

I am sorry if this post shouldn't meant to be here.

Alot of people argue that we cannot be other gender than our 's assigned at birth based on our feelings.

But how does one know they have to behave in a way based on genitals, when I was a kid when I didn't even knew that girls and boys have different reproductive organs, before that

I wanted to be a girl, to be like my mom.

Saying that we can never be female are they mocking the current science? Because just give it time anything can be possible soon we will have IVG then many other new reasearch that may push more towards gender affirming directly or indirectly.

Now after observing I think everyone shares some similar habits and people can choose to be what they want, but people have some superiority complex based on their birth and when it shatters they try to cope by hating.