u/Careless-Meaning-607

I Want you back, I miss you so much

I haven't really spoken to other people that are/maybe Bisexual

I have struggled since I can remember with my identity, where I fit in in society.

I sort of feel really embarrassed to feel certain ways for men, I just can't get my head around it.

sometimes I think it's what I really want, to love a man and be in a relationship ,

then out of nowhere I don't want that at all and go back to wanting women again.

it's a constant see saw of thoughts and emotions.

when I'm in a heterosexual relationship I find myself thinking about Gay things

it's a never ending cycle of confusion, loneliness, stress and a load of other things running around inside my brain

it would be good to hear others perspectives in similar situations

that's what I'd text you,

what would you say?

I've been on a roller coaster of emotions for the past year or so and just about accepted there was no way back from what I've learnt since.

But the anger and all that stuff has died down a bit and I've had a lot of time to think.

I think there could be hope for us to be together again

there hasn't been a day gone by when I haven't thought about you

when I see something id like to do or a place to visit, I think of you automatically and wonder how much you'd like it, it's so sad

I love you , we have a connection that's stood the test of time and never faded through the bad times, I don't think I'll ever get that bond with anyone else for the rest of my life , and I don't want to be apart from you anymore, we're not getting any younger and we should put it right,

what do you think?