Vibrating Air/ Energy | Shadow | What could it be?
Hi, for about two years now I’ve been having strange experiences while fully awake (not in dreams).
When I go to bed and turn off the lights, sometimes after getting under the blanket I start to feel a presence. I open my eyes and it looks like the air above me is vibrating, some sort of energy (the rest of the room looks normal, so it stands out clearly). Whatever it is doesn’t have a clear shape - it almost seems to constantly change form and spread out. It’s like a shadow vibrating at a different frequency.
One time, while lying in bed, I suddenly noticed something fly in through the window and stop next to my bed in the shape of a figure. I wasn’t scared. I sat up and watched it transform into a sphere (also a dark, vibrating shadow-like form) that hovered above me. I sat there and asked what it was and what it wanted from me. Nothing. Complete silence. I tried to touch in, and i put my finger into it. I noticed that this time it had the form of an uneven sphere with a darker core that seemed to be looking at me.
Usually, though, it’s more like an uneven shadow that appears above me when I’m trying to fall asleep and vibrates intensely.
Do you know what can it be? A ghost, demon, something else?
I used to have sleep paralysis, so I can tell the difference between the two, and what I am expiriencing is for sure not a sleep paralysis.
Another time, I took a nap during the day in a bright room with sunlight coming in. I woke up, but it felt like something heavy was forcing my eyes shut. I started fighting it because it reminded me of how I used to feel before sleep paralysis episodes. My eyes were open facing the wall, and I saw the air vibrating again (this time without the shadow). I watched it move toward the ceiling, vibrate more and more intensely, and then suddenly disappear through the window.
Yesterday when this vibriting shadow came above me, I opened up a bible and raised it above me (so it can be in that shadow). But this shadow wasn't scared because of that.
Has anyone experienced anything similar, or is something wrong with me? Where could something like this come from? What can it be?