Autism diagnostic process begins on Thursday.
But, uh, while I always knew I had a lil bit of this, lil bit of that
Getting 100% "yes" on every single fucking question was a bamboozlement of the highest degree.
Combined type, baybeee
But seriously, it was always this bad??? ?????????
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I am shooketh, and yet somehow not surprised whatsoever.
Weird feeling.
I'm a first year student. Last shift of this academic year.
Probable opiate overdose, patient had been deceased for a few hours based on rigor progression.
I feel kinda silly but my knees went weak when my paramedic turned around in the doorway and said "patient's dead." I knew this is something we see a lot in this job but I guess it just didn't register until I *did*.
I don't really know why I'm posting, I guess I just needed to type it. I'm okay, honestly. Took a deep breath and got to work. It just shook me, I think? It's the absolute, utter stillness of death. I didn't realise how teeming with movement we all are, until we're not.
Anyway. Thanks for reading.