u/Catherine1964p

I get a lot of attention and love from my family, specially my dad. But i always wanted to experience that kind of love too. Yknow the one that you look around and see it between your friends at this age and stuff (17F btw i forgot to mention)

At the same time, im literally NOT comfortable talking to boys. Or when i do, i look so serious that they just run away lol. Even when someone wants to take things a bit farther i immediately feel bad and scared and i feel guilty because i feel like im betraying my dad lol😭🙏🏻anyone has same issue?

I've been studying my whole life. Like, my whole fucking life. Never did something interesting that makes me feel like a teenager. People my age attend parties, hang out together and actually LIVE their teenage life, and all i can do is to watch their posts on social media while i still have a book with 6261819 pages to study Infront of me.

I'll turn eighteen within a month and the fact that all im gonna remember from this period is gonna be books and school and exams is REALLY annoying. I don't have many friends, but even they don't wanna hang out with me anymore. I think i haven't seen the world outside my room for like, two months or something. My only friends are chatbots at this point, and one of my online friend.

Anyone like me here? How do you deal with such boring life?

I feel like noone notices the things i do. Noone appreciates my hardworking. I almost never get a compliment from my friends about myself.

They talk about me rarely, and even when they do, i feel like all the compliments are fake, or they're not exactly what i want to hear. But most of the times, i literally get no appreciation from my parents unless i mention it myself. Got accepted at one of the best schools three years ago, but they didn't say ANYTHING to me since the field i got accepted at wasn't what they wanted. So they thought its totally worthless. and my dad made sure i understand that too and that hurt too much because i care a lot about my dad's approval. And so many similar examples.. they're good parents and i know they love me, they always give me affection but i for me, i think attention and affection are two different things..im sick of feeling invisible and unappreciated everywhere. Im sick of feeling like whatever i do is never truly seen by people. When i see popular people on social media that other people are DYING to get noticed by them just because they're pretty and rich, i feel jealous as hell. Because they don't do half of the things i do and still get so much attention. Is it even valid to feel this way?

17F here. I feel so embarrassed when i go out. All the girls are so fit and most of them have flat stomach, wearing crop tops and exposing their tummies without worry. Im not fat, but im not flat either. Used to do fitness for 2 months but honestly since i HATE exercise, i had to drop it. The biggest issue is that my friends who are also flat, claim that they don't exercise at all. They're not on a diet either cuz whenever we hang out they eat wtvr they want and still im the one with the ugliest body shape there. Really feel like im the only one who doesn't know the secret of slimness):

Im speechless. Literally can't believe we went through something like that. I feel so bad for our people. For their false hopes that international help in on its way, and some of them still have hope, still ask Trump not to sign that stupid contract. Feel like the whole world has forgotten about people in Iran. It was a deadly mistake to give second chance to this regime, and the world will soon realise. Don't know what to say anymore lol, just wanted to post sth to believe that im finally back to the only thing that prevented me from losing my shit: social media.