I cleaned today...like I used to when I was mentally okay
No photos, because it was not the plan for today.
It started with a dirty sliding glass door. Cleaned the door, then the tracks, then the cobwebs, then the other windows.
Did all of the Laundry. Including the curtains and towels.
Swept and mopped the floors.
Cleaned out the fridge.
Like really deep cleaned. Like I cared about my living space.
Organized the recycling. Went through four months on mail.
Got the carpet cleaner out and will do my bedroom carpet before bed.
I felt "normal". Like before COVID when people would just stop by. I mean someone could stop.by now and I would not have to pretend to not be home.
Thankfully, I do have someone who comes by once a month to surface ckean, but the weeks in between i live like an unattended six year old.
I now have a full garbage can, clean dishes and laundry, and will not spend the long weekend cleaning and trying to catch up.
I appreciate each and every one of you. Your motivation and support means the world to me.