u/Certain_Affect_1738

In the last month, my wife has been acting really distant. Now she barely talks to me when she’s home, unless it’s something to do with the kids, household stuff or bills.

She will occasionally ask me if I’m okay, but for the most part she’s just buried in her headphones listening to music all the time.

She’s no longer affectionate towards me. I am the one that’s always reaching to touch, hug and kiss. She doesn’t initiate anymore when she used to all the time. She used to want sex from me everyday and now she doesn’t seem to want it anymore either. When I try to initiate she just turns the other way and goes to sleep.

I feel like she doesn’t care anymore about me or our relationship. She doesn’t try anymore. When I try to talk to her about it, she says she’s fine and shuts it down.

I can’t shake the feeling she has fallen out of love with me or she’s cheating.

You know what? I seriously DON’T GIVE AF. Just remember you were the one that kept wanting an open relationship because you wanted to fuck other people.

You just kept pressuring me and pressuring me after I repeatedly told you NO, then eventually I broke and caved in after you completely destroyed my self esteem, after cheating repeatedly, lying to me and abusing me both physically and emotionally.

Now you’re mad because other men are paying me attention and suddenly want us to be monogamous now. Fuck off. This is what you wanted. I hope the thought of me with other men haunt you forever. Don’t care if you’re jealous. FUCK YOUR FEELINGS.

You’re frantically looking everywhere for signs I’m seeing somebody else when you already know the truth. It’s spitting you in the face. I’m not yours. And it’s NEVER been you. Get a grip.

I’ll just ruin you, break your heart, then discard you and pretend I never met you. Smile like nothing happened as I move onto the next, as you cry everyday, completely broken over me.

I am who I am. You can’t change me. The devil owns me.

Stay away from me.

Don’t say I didn’t warn you.