u/Chameleoliza

There was an old Steven Universe AMV set to 'Fallen Angel' by Aimee B from the Panty and Stocking anime soundtrack which used to be in my likes years ago and has been subsequently deleted without any extant reuploads nor archival copies found from my attempts to back-trace the link through Wayback Machine and Youtube Video Finder, and I am looking for further leads to an uploader contact to enquire about the current status of the video.

The most distinct part of the video I remember is how the video syncs up the opening line 'heaven' with a closeup shot of Steven speaking, as well as various clips from the earlier S1/2 episodes interspersed with the song.

The matter is also complicated by the fact that there are a few similarly titled videos on Youtube for 'Steven Universe Fallen Angel', although none of these are of the Aimee B song whose AMV edit I am looking for, although the presence of historical evidence of the video's existence (linked below) does verify that the video did in fact exist as I first thought.

I have found a link to an old reddit post sharing what seems to pretty clearly be the original (now deleted) Youtube link with the uploader's original username (slice3x) [https://www.reddit.com/r/stevenuniverse/comments/3pm50m/fallen\_angel\_by\_slice3x\], and some further searches have led me to another old SU video mentioning this username [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=djn5q2nUlZU\] with a link to what I assume to be the current name for the original uploader Crispy/(\@foodadjective) [https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCkxQXh\_xWmm4FjEsCy7kEQA\]. Considering their join date of 2013 and totally empty channel page tracks with them having deleted/privated all their previous uploads I am hoping it might be possible to somehow contact the channel owner to enquire about the AMV, but my attempts to search up other social media contacts containing their current or past user handles have been unsuccessful so I have found myself at an impasse for sourcing any further leads on the video.

(If the original AMV uploader ever reads this, I hope you know that this video holds a very special place in my heart and I would be so very grateful to find out any kind of information about it's ultimate fate)

Hi all,

I'm expecting to see a EDS-friendly rheumatologist next week to assess me for hypermobility but have been feeling very depressed coming to terms with the work we need to put in to recover from all the injuries we've suffered over the years. We really want to find the solutions from specialists that understand, but it's so hard to believe anyone can actually take the time to explain what has happened to our body without them giving me a irrelevant run through of the generic hypermobility symptoms that makes us glaze our eyes over from how little they apply to our situation.

While we know a lot of our deteriorating condition has had a lot to do with historical leg injuries and the flow on effects of the uneven weight distribution from recovering in crutches, it's felt like an impossible task to try find a specialist that can actually explain why this has been such a horrifically uphill battle in our attempts to find the body function we had before. It just feels like I got injured one day and I've had to pay the price of having a humiliating condition that makes my entire sense of balance and posture skew noticeably (and extremely viscerally) to one side ever since.

And then on top of all this I'm so jaded about actually finding a treatment regimen that I can actually follow without feeling bitterly resentful for how little the exercises being recommended are helping me rather than just making me toil through extreme sensory discomfort for no clear reason. Part of me is hoping there might be something worth considering about the possibility of a TMJ diagnosis that could set me up for some external guidance to begin the process of working on rehab and patiently ironing out all the 'uneven-nesses' as they crop up through our realigning body chain after the TMJ intervention, but it seems like our recovery will still have to involve some degree of personal effort that feels inconceivably depleted with regards to our current point on this journey.

Hypermobility sucks and I wish I didn't feel like such an undiagnosable fool ahead of my rheumatology appointment.

M A R G E U S [OC]

[Partially Lost] 'Fallen Angel' Steven Universe AMV

Feeling lonely and lost ahead of rheumatologist appointment