u/ChangeExpress9965

Anyone have that feeling of like not having desire of doing anything i tried to enjoy my life but i couldnt .. i couldnt do anything right im just here on my own lonely af i had enough of constant palpitation and taking meds .. i barely go to job idk why i still have that urge to keep fighting for life and enjoy it even tho its so overwhelming i feel sad all the time i just cant do it sometimes like juuuuust a small amount of time i can feel a little bit calm but a lot of time its like a wave literally of bad thoughts and sadness. .. idk if anyone will read this i mean why would you read about someone and everyone i see here is suffering... i just want anyone here to feel better idk everyone background but its just to hard to live like this i wish i can find a way out from depression its killing me and i want to rest fr..

Came here 24 yo m I watched steins gate when i was like 16 yo a lot of things happened after that i had panic attacks and depression i had that feeling of numbness and usability to feel anything ... but uh i have to confess after i re watch steins gate im happy to feel that heaviness on my chest now im writing this while im having that feeling after the farewell scene i cant describe how much i love this anime im happy to re watch it again and feel the same feelings i felt before ig i still have feeling i rllt love this anime i rlly doooo... sorry i have no one to share this with so i did it here hope u have a good life to anyone that read this