Me is home now from Easton PA.
Me had to go to a funeral on Saturday but I was there Friday night. I had a 13hr ride in my parents car. It was kinda hard cos I got so stiff. It was sad and happy St the same time cos the last time I went up there I went to Phillipsburg NJ which is right across the Delaware River. My grandma was the one that passed away last Mon morning. It was just sad. I was so upset with anxiety that I couldn't even regress properly. I don't think there's a right way to regress, it just happens. I did have my Bluey Paci with me and I hid it away from my parents. We left Simpsonville SC at 3:30am on Friday and stayed at the Springhill Hotel Easton PA, it's a nice hotel. We had the funeral on Saturday from 10am-12:30pm, then went driving around Easton and then went back to the hotel. I saw a LGBTQ center on S Main Street in Phillipsburg NJ, pretty nice to have one of those. I walked at night on Saturday when I was supposed to go with my parents. I was on 248, that highway is very busy and I'm glad I got back ok. Walked from the hotel to Arby's. And then I walked back, the video of me walking back is on my YouTube channel right now, Raven Gekko Kolenda. On Sunday I had my breakup with my IRL girlfriend, and felt very heartbroken and couldn't even focus on myself. I tried to feel better but I didn't. This morning we left the hotel at 2:30am and finally got home in Simpsonville SC around 2pm. I don't know how to feel right now, my heart is still hurting.