u/Character-Summer-906

I had sex for the first time and legit don’t know what the big deal is. To add some detail, I’m 32F… I thought id die a virgin because I never saw myself marrying a “brother”…. I don’t feel guilt about the act. It just sucks have to keep it a secret. Anywho is was quite pleasant.

Update!! I finally had sex! I listened to all of the advice you guys gave me and it was painless and enjoyable. I didn’t tell him he was my first, but I was inexperienced. Thanks for all your advice !