I SUCK AT CHESS AND IM MADDD
ok maybe this is the wrong sub to vent about this but it’s the first that came to my mind
I have been playing chess for like 6 years on and off and i can NOT get past 498 elos
One time my estp friend w that big ego of his , won against me , i have never felt more humiliated because I literally have no idea how he survived 18 years w that rotted brain of his
Got pissed off , got high by some plant , learned 1 opening and played 20 games straight.
Gained 85 elos , was lowkey satisfied that im finally gonna get out of the 400 curse was about to be 500
I was like okay im too high gonna play one game tomorrow and win it and boom
Then i lost 6 times straight.
Went from 498 to 376 something like that over the days
Thought the trick is being high, witch i kinda am rn , and lost 4 times more now
Im desperate, and i kinda want some ppl that like the game to and befriend to always play with its kinda fun when you know the person you are against, ofc my shitty friends think that chess is beneath them (they are actually scared of me) and my estp friend won’t rematch talking about some “ill give you a year to get to my level”
So yeah this post is both a something I’ll regret and an invitation to anyone who’s interested, though having an entp vs entp will be more fun
Pls play w me