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I used the discussion flare because I wanted to share my experience as I’ve only been practicing since the end of March this year. I was hoping to see if any others who have Clairaudience or more Clairs, have any advice. Sorry it’s a bit long but I’ve never been able to speak about this with anyone without them looking at me like I was crazy. I’m 35 yrs old.

Background: I’ve noticed more voices and sounds since I’ve really opened up myself to witchcraft. When I was a kid, I would dream things before it happened. It wasn’t scary so I never said anything. I slipped into depression because my dad is an alcoholic probably around 9/10 years old. So that kind of shut off I guess.

My mom has always been sensitive and had some experiences when she was a kid into her early twenties. My mom told me that her mom would dream people’s deaths before they happened. She said that in her dream, my grandma would see through the eyes of the person about a couple minutes before the person died. She would learn about the death on the news or see it in the newspaper. Obviously this was not every night.

Now: I’ve always been sensitive like walking into house and getting positive or negative vibes. Same with ppl. I’ve always been able to hear things others can’t and I’ve had experiences since I was a kid. But the more recent ones make me a little uneasy, mostly just nervous to how clear things have gotten.

A little over a month ago my 2 year old was asleep in her room and my husband was asleep in our room. I was in the living room with the TV off. Believe it or not, I was reading “Psychic Witch” and attempting some of the meditations. I kept hearing music. It was lightly playing. My husband is a loud phone person but I thought he was asleep. Thought maybe he slept listening to music. As I walked back there it slowly got louder the closer I got. The music I could hear was loud and clear. It was a mariachi band and they were singing in Spanish.

I couldn’t find the phone. I kept trying to search around for my husband’s phone to turn the music off. I went over to turn our box fan off so I could find the direction the music was coming. The moment I shut the fan off, no music. Weird. I then turned it back on and I could hear it again. I went to my bathroom and as I shut the door, no more music. I then opened the door a few minutes later I could hear women chanting. The first thing that popped into my head was it was a coven. Their chants sounded more like Gregorian chants. No words. I shut the door again and waited in my bathroom. Finally came out and nothing.

I stopped reading the book for a bit after that. I still heard slight things here and there. Every time I turn my daughter’s sound machine on I can hear a dog barking. But the uneasy one for me was this morning.

My daughter woke crying around 5am. I went in there and she had leaked out her diaper with pee. So I took her in my room to change here and let her sleep next to us in our bed. As she was screaming and crying through the whole ordeal I heard very, very clearly a women’s voice says ”She got up.” I turned and asked my husband if he said something, he said no. I knew what I heard. Her voice sounded like, you know when ppl ghost hunt and they use a spirit box, but it was very clear, no fuzz/static. It made me uneasy. I also had did an element consecration for all my objects/tools yesterday.

I want to still practice but the hearing voices/music/noises make me nervous. And I don’t want to draw things to myself that could affect my daughter and husband. I’m looking at more protection spells for the home and myself. Doing more cleansing.

I was just wondering if anyone that has Clairaudience could give me some tips. I love reading, so any books would be great too. Any advice is greatly appreciated.

So I just had a funny realization. I just watched the episode “The Show” from season 2. It’s the Mother’s Day one. I was listening while my toddler was watching and I heard Bluey ask her mom how Bandit and Chili met. She says something along the lines of,”there’s some debate but let’s say at a party in London.” I’ve always wondered what she meant by that.

I’ve seen this series through at least 20-30 times. lol I thought, I wonder what she means, and then it clicked. The episode “Fairytale” where Bandit is convinced that he and Chili met when they were kids. It was funny to me and then I also thought that it’s nuts it took me this long to realize that. lol Anyways, I just thought I’d make a post about.

Our 13 year old dog passed a way just after midnight on Monday April, 27 earlier in the week. I was absolutely devastated. He was my last dog of my three. It was a medical emergency so my husband and I had to rush him in and take our daughter with us. She is 2 (27 months). Obviously she doesn’t understand why her doggie isn’t home anymore. She loves her dog so much.

Some context of the week. That night he passed she was there. But she just thought he was sleeping. I broke down and my husband had to take her out of the room till I was able to calm down. Before we left she gave her dog a kiss. When we returned home, our parking lot for the apartment is the ground floor under the apartments. As we walked to the door, she kept turning around multiple times. She’s never done that before and I realized right away she was looking for her dog. On Monday evening she got ready for bed and she started crying. Every night before bed she would give her doggie a kiss and tell him “night, night” and “I love you.” Then she’d go give her dad a kiss on the cheek and say the same thing. Then we go and I lay down with her till she falls asleep.

Then she just broke down hardcore. She went and stood in the spot where his blanket was in her room just crying. (My dog had bad arthritis so he would move between the blanket on her floor and his bed in our room.) I attempted to read “The invisible leash” about pets passing. She cried. That same night she refused to give her dad a kiss. Which was okay, we always listen to her if she refuses or says no to things like this in regard to her bodily autonomy. After she slept, I told my husband I think she refused because she would ALWAYS give her dog a kiss first, then dad.

The next day she said a couple times “(dog’s name) come home.” I did my best to try and explain that he wasn’t coming back. I basically said that he had to go bye bye but he was not coming back and tried explaining he had to go over the dog rainbow bridge. I’m sure she didn’t understand some of it but I felt like she got that he’s wasn’t coming home. Thursday I attempted to read another different “doggie heaven” book, one geared more for her age. She just cried and started yelling no. I just thought maybe she was tired because she got to bed a little late that night. It occurred to me that maybe it was the book itself with the dog in front. Last, night I attempted again to read and she started crying. I said okay and brought out her favorite book and she stopped crying and enjoyed her book. Also, earlier in the day she was watching Ms. Rachel and the Lazy Lion song came on. She saw the lion and just kept repeating her dog’s name till it was over.

So today, I had another doggie heaven book come and she had just got up from her nap and in a good mood. I tested my theory. I told her I got a new book. She loves books and getting new ones. I showed her the book and she pushed it away and said, no no no. I said okay and put the book up. She then wanted it but then said no. She got upset so I just gave her favorite book and that distracted her back to being happy. So I’m pretty sure that the sight of any dog on a book is triggering her. We haven’t yet come across another dog outside yet so I’m not sure how she’d react to that.

Sorry, I didn’t mean to make this so long. I was just wondering if anyone who’s gone through a loss of a pet, and the child was too young to really understand why the pet is gone. Any ideas would be appreciated. I was planning to get a memorial stuffed animal that looks like our dog because I thought she’d love that, but now with the refusing dog books I’m not so sure.

I do know about play therapy, that’s been on my mind. But I was hoping to get a few suggestions to try out before we go that path. TIA.