u/CheapJunket4627

I did some crazy shi today

So my mood has been really down and I've been really stressed because of my exams. My cousins and my brother took me to eat ice cream, my baba was with us too, the shop was less than 5 mins walk away but hum pair bhi gaari par gaye thay kiunke it was raining. When we were sitting over there and eating our ice creams, my brother started rage baiting me in front of everyone and he was humiliating me and I couldn't take it anymore. Idk what happened to me I just went outside and started walking and without even thinking I went back home IN RAIN 😭🙏. EVERYONE WAS SO ANGRY AT ME KIUNKE MEIN BATAYE BAGHAIR AISAY AA GAI THI BUT IT WAS SOME CRAZY SHI. AND IT WAS RAINING SO BAD AND THE TRAFFIC WAS ALSO REALLY BAD AND IT WAS SO DARK.

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u/CheapJunket4627 — 12 days ago

I caused all of this by myself and I hate myself

So I'm 17 F and I was masturbating as usual and I did edging, I thought it would be normal but it never was. Ever since then, my left vagina, my left hips, my left leg are in discomfort and mild pain. I don't know what to do, if I had known that it would cause such serious issues, I would've never done it. But not only this, my abdomen is swollen so much too but I only feel the urgency of pee on the left side. Idk what has happened to me. My left abdomen and pelvic area hurts sometimes but it is swollen too, my periods hurt more than before too. And I hate myself, I can't even tell anyone what I've done, I'm only 17, I've ruined my whole life and my future sexual life too. And I've read that there's no cure for pelvic floor dysfunction and pudendal neuralgia, I'm so scared right now.

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u/CheapJunket4627 — 14 days ago

She agrees with me that our education system is outdated and useless, especially the exam system but she still forces me to study and get good grades 😭🥀

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u/CheapJunket4627 — 16 days ago

This is something people call me out for but I genuinely can't stop it. I do a lot of self hate especially because of my looks because I know that I'm chopped and it's not that u haven't tried to change anything at all, I've tried everything but the only thing now left is plastic surgery because I can't change the chopped facial features that I have. Also, I've had 2 crushes in my 17 years of like and both of them called me chopped so yeah. And I know that I'm so chopped that I don't even expect anyone to like me or be attracted to me.

And all of this has led me to making fun of myself all the time and I cannot stop it so yeah

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u/CheapJunket4627 — 19 days ago
▲ 2 r/Endo

So I'm a 17 year old and I've been having some really weird symptoms

So out of nowhere, my abdomen swelled a little, at first I thought that it might just be bloating but it never went away. Then I started having pain in my abdomen, back, in the pelvic area and in my legs too and my periods came 10 days later, which was really surprising since my periods have been regular for years . Now the thing is that I feel all the symptoms more on my left side than my right side, I thought that it might be pelvic floor dysfunction or something so I posted about it on the pelvic floor sub but people over there told me that it might be endometriosis. Idk what it is but I've been really stressed for a month about it and the fact that this causes discomfort and pain not only in my abdomen but in my hips, in my back, in my stomach, in my vagina and in my leg too.

I'm really scared right now, I told my mom and she's going to take me to the doctor tomorrow but I don't want to have a disease which is incurable and I also don't want to be infertile in the future 😭 I love babies. I'm really depressed right now too. I really hope that it's just a cyst and not endo. What if it's just a muscle or nerve issue? 😭

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u/CheapJunket4627 — 20 days ago

So I'm a 17 year old and I've been having some really weird symptoms

So out of nowhere, my abdomen swelled a little, at first I thought that it might just be bloating but it never went away. Then I started having pain in my abdomen, back, in the pelvic area and in my legs too and my periods came 10 days later, which was really surprising since my periods have been regular for years . Now the thing is that I feel all the symptoms more on my left side than my right side, I thought that it might be pelvic floor dysfunction or something so I posted about it on the pelvic floor sub but people over there told me that it might be endometriosis. Idk what it is but I've been really stressed for a month about it and the fact that this causes discomfort and pain not only in my abdomen but in my hips, in my back, in my stomach, in my vagina and in my leg too.

I'm really scared right now, I told my mom and she's going to take me to the doctor tomorrow but I don't want to have a disease which is incurable and I also don't want to be infertile in the future 😭 I love babies. I'm really depressed right now too. I really hope that it's just a cyst and not endo

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u/CheapJunket4627 — 20 days ago

So I really need to go to a doctor because I'm having some serious health issues which I tell my parents everyday but my mom says that she will take me to the doctor after I'm done with my exams since "tests and hospital procedures waste a lot of time". My exams don't end till 3rd June, how am I supposed to study like this???? WHY IS EDUCATION MORE IMPORTANT THAN MY HEALTH????

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u/CheapJunket4627 — 22 days ago

I never even thought that masturbating can be this dangerous 😭😭 I'm a 17 year old teen and I'm so scared right now. So I masturbated as usual and I started getting these weird symptoms WHICH ARE NOT GOING AWAY SINCE A MONTH. My abdomen is so big and bloated, my back hurts, I get weird mild pain in my lower left abdomen and and in my left leg too. And the thing is that my left vagina feels more sensitive than the right one which is so weird, I also feel the urgency to pee only on my left side so my left pelvic area is more tense than the right one. And I feel like I've ruined my body and my future sxual life by this as i've researched and read that it's hard to fix a pelvic floor dysfunction. I've ruined myself at such an early age and I can't even tell anyone about this. Idk what to do I hate myself

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u/CheapJunket4627 — 22 days ago

I've been having strange symptoms which probably lead to pelvic floor dysfunction. I have IBS and I've been getting blood in my stool for years, I also used to get this weird pain after passing stool which only went away because of medicine. Now what I'm having is strange constant bloating/swelling or whatever it is and my tummy and abdomen being so big is not normal for me. I get strange mild pain in my left tummy and abdomen and back too basically all the left pelvic area and discomfort in the left vagina too, my left leg feels different too. And since I'm only 17, this is very scary for me because I don't want anything serious to deal with at such an early age.

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u/CheapJunket4627 — 23 days ago

My lower belly or abdomen idk whatever it is, is so swollen and I don't know what to do and what's causing it and I have this strange tension in my left abdomen and back and I'm super stressed right now and I'm only 17 and idk what's wrong with my body. I've been searching it up and all my symptoms lead to pelvic floor dysfunction

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u/CheapJunket4627 — 24 days ago