I told on my parents and got police and local government involved, because i think they oppress me and fear i pursue radical extremism and therefore survieils me.
Throughout my entire life i'd been with my family and thought there was no issue, but the more i realised the more i thought they were crazy. I was angry at them they pshycologically and physically punished me they threatend me. I called an anonymous helpline told them my problems and then told my full identity, which mean by law they have to get action involved. My parents are born muslim and so am i. But for some reason they hate that i try to pursue islam the intended way. My mother does not wear hijab nor does she pray only when its ramadan or someone is dead. My father dosent practice islam at all. Alchol, smoke, abuse his kids and whatever else you could think of. My parents are really confusing my mom wanted me to go to umrah so she made me get a Job. She went to my boss which she knew since she also worked there and handed her my CV. I never wanted to work but i wanted to go to Umrah.
I asked my mother if the job was haram since you serve pork, nicotin, tobacco, alchol and lottery the job was a supermarket and all i did was sit in the register. When i asked her of whether the job is haram she lashed out and screamed at me. She threatend me and got my older brother (also not practicing at all either). He threatend to punch me in the face if i ever worried of whether music and job is haram. I was asking questions since i was young getting into islam and preparing for umrah. When i finally went to umrah i felt nothing but guilt i did not even know how to pray. My mother made me get a haram job but part of me thought my mother did it for performance months before Umrah she asked me if we should just go to Dubai again. I confronted my mother again when she said she wanted umrah but everytime i confront her she says im overreacting.
My family has physically abused me plenty of times hit me, broken my phone, Choked me and giving me bruises but they deny it. I had enough and told a helpline which contaced the local government in my area when we went into a meeting i had 20 missed calls from family i answered em while someone from the local governmment was in the room and heard my conversation with my brother who demanded i got home instantly in which they realised how threatning and controlling they were. I had quit my job. They hated that i did that and they always told me i wont be their child if i quit this job and i will work it whether i hate it or not. I could'nt go home after that the government got police involved they questioned me afterwards went to my families home. I got so many messages and calls which i was told to ignore which i felt bad for since cutting ties with family is looked down upon in islam. I told the local government and police everything about my family. They yelled at me once when i went to the masjid since i was there for too long. I dont feel safe practicing my religion around my parents so i only prayed fajr at night when everyone sleeps. I live with a friend now. They arent muslim yet i feel closer and taken care of more than my muslim family. I felt bad for cutting off ties but they also cut off my sim card meaning i couldnt call or communicate with anyone they did it so they hoped id desperately come crawling back knowing they disabled my sim card and data not letting me use my phone freely. I feel like im doing something wrong and yet not. They dont want me to practice my religion like islam intends me. They get upset i dont hear music want to dance or talk when all they do is backbite gossip music comprae me to others or ask about something they know i hate.