u/Chloebabez328

looking for online friends cuz I wanna meet more people. 😭
Edit: IM 20, I do not want people to change their minds after finding out my age T_T

Yeaa so i came here to vent cuz I ran out of AI prompts on claude. First of all I do get along with people once im close to them but I can see it is much harder for me than another person to form friendships or get people to want to be my friend when they dont know me much. I have a couple friends irl and like 1 online friend for about 3-4 years (the rest of them either we just stopped texting, I unfriended them cuz i think they dont like me or they just unfriended me for no reason probably because I suck). Im pretty awkward and shy irl people seem to not like me without me doing anything irl and idk why. Like if im in class or around people they seem to be judging me and don't want me to talk to them. It's not so bad now cuz I'm in college and people are much nicer but im still lonely. People would say they would never talk to me or invite me to anything even though ive never ruined an event in my life or caused problems and people would also leave me out of groups like theres a danger to me joining even though im the most quiet and harmless person to add. A few of my friends said they think i have autism but it does not sound like me when I research it or take assessments and my family does not think I have it. There are also people with autism I've met that does not even experience this. Idk can someone tell me what im doing wrong. I rarely argue with people and I dont think im toxic at all.

When I was sooo young I played this girl game from playstore. When you open the game you create a boyfriend look before continuing the game and then you earn money by working in a clothes store......you work at the cashier and also fix the clothes and shoes area after the customers messed it up. The customers try on clothes and then pay for them by joining the line. And then you can then go shopping in some stores after work one of the first stores was a hair and makeup store and the rest was just buy clothes ( i think one of the stores was called lux it was near the end of the mall). There is a phone at the top corner of the screen and you go to dance with your boyfriend you created every prom night. You can also dress up at home with the clothes you bought at the mall. You do that cycle over and over until you delete the game.....really.....CAN SOMEONE FIND THIS GAME.