I feel a bunch of nothing
I have realized this recently. I just don't hate or love anyone. I was only ever close with my mother but when i think about it now i don't even feel love or hate towards her.
I enjoy watching shows that i "like" but i don't feel like i actually love doing it. I have never known what job i wanted as a kid and now as a teenager. I never had dreams that i wanted to achieve someday. Do these things sound familiar to people who have alexithymia?