u/Chocsteps

Finding someone on here is hard af man. Like I wanna be in love so bad, and get freaky w someone but most people on here are either closeted or a lil crazy, and not the good kind. Omg. Like what is happening 😭😭🙏 Ama mtu anakuambia alizaliwa 2000 and.. like what?😭😭

I'm f 😅

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Scrolling on x and finding posts on the rise of femicide cases halafu unpatana na comments kama "wanawake msipende pesa sana" like tryna justify why their lives have cut short. It's very problematic. Kwanza mistake ni huyo msichana akuwe alikuwa na soft life and it's automatically assumed that a man had to have financed that. Why is it so easy to blame a victim and not the perpetrator??

And speaking of gold diggers, have y'all seen broke men sucking up to niggas with money in their social circles? "Heh mkuu leo itakuwaje" quickly running errands for these guys ndo "mkuu" arecongnize kazi yake? I've actually seen this upclose. My broke uncle ass kissing my dad for some pocket change.

Same guys will be on every platform embarrassing single moms whole time nigga's last name is wanjiru, but hey, his mom is a warrior and every other single mom is a failure. Blaming a single mom, the parent who stayed btw, and not calling out men who've planted seeds in every county and can't even provide for their kids.

Truth be told, mankind's biggest enemy isn't the devil, it's a poor, ugly, low self esteem middleaged man from a poor and broken family who probably grew up watching his father talk down on his mom and asking neighbors for an extra onion. A nigga from "new money" ruining old money class by clowning state house. I have never seen a man who has his life in order listening to life coaches who have a plethora of failed careers and marriages to tell them how negging women will make them more desirable.

I never understand people who listen to life coaches. This includs women too. Wdym you're listening to a 30y/o life coach telling you what to do to live a fulfilled life as if this isn't their first life as well? Talking about being a spirit guide. Ni hayo tu kwa sasa.

Any typos should be ignored.

Aki mimi opportunities hunipita because I'm so scared someone is tryna scam me off my time or money. Heh. I can't trust anyone. Ata hawa watu wa courses ama kupeana advice sijui "let me teach you how to make money" wote hunikalia waongo. Juu best believe if i could make quick money i don't think I'd be quick to broadcast it.

How do y'all deal with this ama unafunga macho kaa mbaya mbaya?

My ex was an abu$!ve and cheating A-hole. When we broke up i was so mad at him I used his toothbrush to clean his toilet when I was picking my stuff up. We never saw each other again. Peter i hope you changed your toothbrush you sick fuck

I've talked about this before but I need to get this off my chest. This is about one friend in particular, lets call her Lyn. Tumejuana for the longest time and I really do love and care for her, however listening to her talk about her life problems is pissing me off and I'm worried I'm being such a bad friend. Now before anyone judges me, my mental health is not there 100% lol. Nasuffer from delusions, self ending thoughts, hallucinations, derealization/depersonalization episodes and extreme intrusive thoughts. All day everyday us me grounding myself because life of late feels fake, like I'm dreaming.

Everyday is a challenge on its own. Crying because my intrusive thoughts are dark and damaging, I have to keep asking my parents if something I've heard is real or not. In short, the line between sanity and insanity is blurred na I had trouble telling what's real and what not. Don't worry tho, I'm on meds and I have professional help. That's not the issue tho, the issue is with Lyn.

Its always something new but also old with her. Always the same circle of cheating boyfriends since we were 15. This current one has proved one too many times that he doesn't love her. He shows her he doesn't care but everytime he needs to sleep with her he'll start love bombing her and she'll give in. I keep warning her. This isn't our first rodeo btw. Sasa imefika mahali I'm drained, late night calls complaining about the same shit, long paragraphs about the guy and I can't handle it tbh. I'm already battling my demons. I care about her but anytime I see a text from her or an incoming call I just feel irritated. Like, I can't keep up with boy drama right now. This is also spilling to my other friends. I've been ignoring everyone because it feels like a chore. Listening feels like a chore, going out too. Everything feels like its draining everything in me and I just can't and quite frankly I do not care..

End of rant lol. Forgive any typos.