u/Cidi-013

I can’t continue to live the way I do, yearning and pining for him. The worst part is that I don’t see a future with him romantically. I know we are both incompatible in so many ways. Yet, I feel jealousy when he mentions any girl. I want to feel connected to him deeply, I want him to hold me, to cuddle me, make me feel safe. I want him, but I don’t need him. I am unsure of what exactly it is. What I feel. But I want to be taken seriously, even if I am just a friend.

I recently submitted a few assessments, and received a below pass grade (which surprised me because I thought I had done well), it is such a disappointing feeling that I can’t even express in words. I have received no feedback whatsoever to improve, just a number as always. How am I supposed to recover from this? I need to pass.

To my FP who is aware of me liking you so much, but you decide to hurt me in subtle ways by making sure I do not feel secure in your presence if everyone will be treated the same by you. I know it does not make sense for me to want exclusivity from you but when you promised not to hurt me this way, you promised, but you broke it multiple times and know I put you on a pedestal. You know.