First slide is very early in their relationship - that's why she doesn't have her bow yet,, Fliqpy made that for her!! And it's a very lazy doodle. In slide 4 I have a small little tadc sona design concept because I want to start selfshipping with Caine as well! Last 2 slides are made by my friends.
So, I am a flippy self-shipper. I have loved him for 5 years, since January(?) of 2021. My problem comes into play with Fliqpy. Not that I don't like Fliqpy or something, but quite the opposite. I find myself resonating with him more and talking about him as if Flippy isn't there. I really like him. I have cptsd from being bullied, and I act out uncontrollably when I'm under pressure which makes me relate to him. It's just a preference, because I don't hate or dislike Flippy any at all, my interest started with him of course, but it makes me feel bad when I really take the time to think about my ship because I feel as if it doesn't make sense. It feels like I'd have to take advantage of Flippy(which I would never want to do) to be with Fliqpy, and the fact that Fliqpy still believes he's in the war, I can't understand how he would love me. I feel like I'm mischaracterizing fliqpy just by self-shipping with him, and hearing the fandom say they like flippy but not fliqpy, or flippy is overshadowed by fliqpy DOESNT help., and it makes me feel like a fake fan. I have, I believe, an internalized soul bond with fliqpy, but due to the weight of this on my mind it has been very quiet recently, a sign here or there.
Fliqpy is just a persecutor, albeit a delusional one and I truly do believe that with enough guidance, enough affection and help that he could stop being a misguided protector and become a guided one. This is a big reason I like him, Flippy's gentleness doesn't satisfy a need I have in my life right now, but the thought of being protected from everything is nice. I like how creative he is, how it's stated in the blurbs that his favorite holiday is Halloween because of the gore and scary stuff, the little things that differentiate him and Flippy. I also think that he becomes stronger when he is in his Fliqpy mindset, and his strength and speed is very attractive to me. His looks are attractive, too. In my self ship AU, my sona helped Fliqpy overcome his issues and be able to differentiate her as friend from foe. Flippy and Fliqpy are separate mindsets, Flippy and my insert have a more platonic love and Fliqpy and my insert have a very close, romantic love. I'm here to ask the bigger Flippy fans if this makes sense, if I SHOULD feel guilty for liking one more than the other and what should I do??
So, I am a flippy self-shipper. I have loved him for 5 years, since January(?) of 2021. My problem comes into play with Fliqpy. Not that I don't like Fliqpy or something, but quite the opposite. I find myself resonating with him more and talking about him as if Flippy isn't there. I really like him. I have cptsd from being bullied, and I act out uncontrollably when I'm under pressure which makes me relate to him. It's just a preference, because I don't hate or dislike Flippy any at all, my interest started with him of course, but it makes me feel bad when I really take the time to think about my ship because I feel as if it doesn't make sense. It feels like I'd have to take advantage of Flippy(which I would never want to do) to be with Fliqpy, and the fact that Fliqpy still believes he's in the war, I can't understand how he would love me. I feel like I'm mischaracterizing fliqpy just by self-shipping with him, and hearing the fandom say they like flippy but not fliqpy, or flippy is overshadowed by fliqpy DOESNT help., and it makes me feel like a fake fan. I have, I believe, an internalized soul bond with fliqpy, but due to the weight of this on my mind it has been very quiet recently, a sign here or there.
Fliqpy is just a persecutor, albeit a delusional one and I truly do believe that with enough guidance, enough affection and help that he could stop being a misguided protector and become a guided one. This is a big reason I like him, Flippy's gentleness doesn't satisfy a need I have in my life right now, but the thought of being protected from everything is nice. I like how creative he is, how it's stated in the blurbs that his favorite holiday is Halloween because of the gore and scary stuff, the little things that differentiate him and Flippy. I also think that he becomes stronger when he is in his Fliqpy mindset, and his strength and speed is very attractive to me. His looks are attractive, too. In my self ship AU, my sona helped Fliqpy overcome his issues and be able to differentiate her as friend from foe. Flippy and Fliqpy are separate mindsets, Flippy and my insert have a more platonic love and Fliqpy and my insert have a very close, romantic love. I'm here to ask the bigger Flippy fans if this makes sense, if I SHOULD feel guilty for liking one more than the other and what should I do??