I saw someone kill themselves
A couple of days ago, I saw looked out my bedroom window at the garage across the street and saw a girl with her leg over the railing.
I called that building's security, then emergency.
She was stepping over onto the ledge and going back to safety a few times. She'd lean back like she was going to drop, then go back to safety, then repeat.
At one point she saw me, and we waved at each other.
I was still on the call, relaying everything to the dispatch.
I heard someone (probably the cops that had just gotten there), trying to talk to her while she was out on the ledge, and she let go.
I'm...ok. Had a quiet day yesterday. Still feel kinda numb. The moment she key go keeps replaying in my head and every time I go out into my bedroom I'm looking directly at the spot where she was standing.
It's just. A lot.
Have talked to friends. Do have support. Just maybe trying to banish it a bit by writing it down?