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So we were so sure that we are going to start Ivf this cycle..but during previous cycle a fluid cyst popped up and it was still there so the doc gave BC for three weeks to suppress it when I visited her on day 2…

Now the confusing part..I was on follicular monitoring during my last cycle and till day 13 no much visible follicle was there so doc was kinda thinking that this might be an anovulatory cycle..I was also convinced and did not hope much..we were doing normal intercourse even after that without thinking about all this..

Few days ago I started having extremely sore breasts that even normal activities became difficult and btw I never experienced this kinda uneasiness during pms..also never had such constipation as i am being very mindful in eating and have lost 7kgs in last 2 months.

On friday, (i e may be 10 day after unprotected sex) afternoon I stared spotting so I put my panty liner on..considered it day 1 and called the hospital that K m coming tomorrow to start the stimulation. That night the spotting increased to light bleeding..and it continued till yesterday afternoon..became spotting again and then by night it was gone..So basically I had light bleeding just for few hours and now sometimes here and there while wiping I get some tissue stain and that is it.

I may sound like and over optimistic fool but is there a slight chance that I had delayed ovulation and the intercourse we had 10 days before covered that window and this one day bleeding is just implantation or something? if i go by that then it could just be 9-10 dpo so waiting for couple of days..testing and if negative then only starting bc is a good idea or not??

I am already sorry for such a long post but I really need advice because I am 31 and never in my life I had one day period and weirdly no cramping at alll.

I am 31..have endometriosis..amh is 1.1. After 3 cycles of follicular study (one a year before and other two back to back this year) I got to know that My eggs are not rupturing even after trigger shots..Amh is on the lower side..My Gynac advised me to consider IVF. I was helll scared by the name itself..but then I took second and then 3rd opinion and doctors were somewhat on the same page..It’s been 5 years since I got married and actively trying from last one year..tracking etc everything I have been doing from past few cycles..Finally I have made up my mind for IVF..there are few problems..but I think some good things as well…me and my husband are following healthy lifestyle ..I have lost some weight as well…his semen analysis report is good..Sometimes I think of waiting a little more but then I think that considering IVF as the last resort also sometimes backfires..so if I decide at this age with some good factors also..then chances will be higher..suggestions are most welcome..people who opted ivf also please share your experience..(I am really scared though thinking of all the pain and stuff I have to face)

I think everybody is pregnant right now except me..be in my circle be on social media..everybody shows up with a baby bump..no hard feelings but still…..

ttc from 13 months..tracking ovulation from last 4 cycles now..last cycle took letrozole and the lh peak went from 0.86 during normal cycles to 1.64..so I assumed that ovulation might have happened in a better way this cycle..then times intercourse also we did..my leutal phase is consistently 11-12 days and i ovulate at around day 13-14.. I was really hopeful but last night weekend started with spotting and then turned out to be full periods…at this point it has become really frustrating..my husband’s reports are fine..I have thyroid and medicines are going on..vit d levels became much better than before..I am overweight since I was born ( I am working on it but not that fully successful yet). Tubes are open tested few months back. Now will start treatment again but honestly by now I have started to feel that may be I am not made for this..I will never get those two lines..thats not for me..life is really unfair..gave this happiness to my friends who weren’t even looking for it and I am the only one left in my circle.

We have been trying with OPK and proper ovulation check from last three cycles, and before that from last one year, we were open to have a child and stopped protection, etc No luck till now. People often ask me that you did not even conceive like not even a CM.? the way they question this break something inside me, and I feel that is it something really very wrong that I never ever saw those two lines?? Before we started tracking ovulation we visited gynaecologist who performed basic tests. Everything is fine, although I am working on my weight, there are a lot of things we are doing and hoping for success. Each cycle, I feel that there are symptoms, but it ends up in periods. Then again start the tracking process. Do the thing, Wait, spot symptoms, get periods. I have just three friends and irony is that all three of them are pregnant at this point of time. My heart knows that I am happy for them, but deep down, This is really heartbreaking that I am the only one left. Even after doing everything that they might have not done. Sometimes I feel that will I really be able to conceive? I’m sorry for this long rant but I didn’t know whom to tell. although my husband is extremely supportive, and he always says that we will do whatever it takes, but you do not take any stress, ..But his parents died years ago..he lived with his relatives in younger days and have missed a lot on what we call family love. I feel so bad that I am not able to provide him that family feeling with a child till now, I feel that this pain is something that only a woman can feel and specially someone who is TTC so just sharing it with you all…