Lack of kindness
Wondering if anyone else sometimes feels like they’re one of the only truly kind people in the world? Like not just kind of paper in duty of care positions doctors or the like, but truly kind. I struggle extremely with sudden changes of anger towards me in work, relationships, family, I am very aware of body language, tone etc and I absolutely crushes me when I’m met with sudden horrible behaviour when I am constantly trying my best to accommodate everyone around me. I feel exhausted all of the time, the world feels too cruel for me sometimes
Edit : thanks so much for commenting everyone, this is all so new to me it’s really been helpful. I am not in any way perfect or delusional in thinking this is fact, it’s more that ive come up against the time and time again throughout my life where people I’ve known and trusted for years will suddenly change attitude towards me, and it is so sporadic in nature, it really confuses me