Did you get depressed due to AOT?
Hi, I recently watched aot, I loved it, however it has been two weeks since I got depressed, I'm not only sad because of the fact that there will be no more episodes, im sad because of the story, the tragic story, i have never felt in this way, well...I'm prone to get attached to fictional characters, however the intensity has never been like this, i cry when I remember the life eren couldn't have, he was just a scared child who wanted to be free and to protect the people who he loved, mikasa lost the love of her life, armin his best friend, Levi, etc. It's a tragic story, but...idk what huts me more, the fact that the people who i love don't exist, or the fact that they suffered.
On one hand, I suffer because I know they are no real, but on the other hand this comforts me as well because it means that they never really suffered, and my brain is treacherous and never stops thinking, sometimes I wonder, and what if they are real in another universe? I connect theories and I suffer because I couldn't tolerate it, I couldn't tolerate the idea of them suffering in somewhere, mikasa crying on erens grave, eren with no choice, armin crying, it's unfair, what do u think? Do you think they could exist in somewhere? I don't hope so, and it's no very likely, that's why I prefer them to be just fictional characters, because they never really suffered and they are safe in their own world (search for itterasshai and attack on school castes), well I just wanted to vent, have you ever felt in this way? I hope I'm not the only one, if you have never experienced this, please don't judge, many people think this is absurd, but if u never felt this, you dont know how much this hurts, I just want them to be okay in their own world, free in the afterlife with no wars, and together for the rest of the eternity.