I deleted my post asking for help because I am ashamed.
I end up with the thought that I don't deserve to be alive anymore. My life sucks. I suffered sm and now I feel like taking my own life would be the only thing that'll ever free me from this horrible hell, this sucks . I always thought I would do more I have more dreams. I want to do way too much. Giving up now feels so sad . But I can't take it anymore I been suffering since I was born in a abusive family. I am such a fucking faller . I wish I want a disappointment like this, anyways thx u for reading this . I will be remembered as a nobody because I am not a person anymore