AITAH for not apologising again?
Let's start from the start; I had a 2 homegirls and friends on their side from school and I had 2 gcs (one with them and the other witbout them) in the one with them, we talked a lot and it was even based off a trip we had in the future. However in the other without them, I had my closest friends in there and we also talked a lot. In that other groupchat, I got too comfortable, I talked shit about one of my homegirls and even started bodyshaming her friends. Imma end it at that
Next thing you know a week later we are leaked and those messages are brought up. I'm confronted by them and I apologise WELL\* (I was actually genuine) and my biggest mistake? In my apology I self deprecated myself. I skipped the next day of school over guilt and the next thing you know my name is in the dirt - I lost those 2 friends and I'm hated by all the girls in my grade.
Took a while to recover but I accepted that and changed from who I was. Next thing you know I have to apologise again? According to them I wasn't genuine and I was "acting the victim", mind you I haven't talked to anyone all week except from that exact group. I was advised to not to apologise again and just move on but the situation got worse - long story short I accidentally made a joke about the situation and things got real. They still think I haven't changed, my name is scrutinised and I'm still despised.
I'm graduating soon so these are now at the back of my mind and I really have changed and I believe I shouldn't have to prove it to any of them (I won't ever see them again anyways) so yeah. Tell me what you think.