for reference, im 21, been on T for ab 8 months im 5’7 and ab 180lbs. my voice has dropped quite a bit so that has helped a lot but i feel like at work a lot of times some people js default to assume im a masc lesbian and i do NOT want that. (he/him/they) i dont wanna have a short hairstyle, (taper, burst, drop fade,) ive already had em and its made no difference except feminize my face. any tips?
i feel like this is more of a rant but i strongly encourage some words of advice. idk if any other dude on here comes from a very niche kind of religious abusive parents, (denim skirts to the floor type shit) my dad is a pastor of a fundamental baptist church and i grew up in the church (ab 5 days a week) since i was born. ive been on my own since i was 16 (21 now) and ive been struggling to navigate any sort of relationship with them. i went no contact on and off for the first few years and a couple months ago my mom started reaching out again, it was subtle thing like “i love you i miss you” “praying for you” then it became again her saying shes waiting with open arms whenever i wanna return to god and blah blah blah and it was always her point to feminize me while texting. saying shit like beautiful girl, princess and sending pics of me pre transition ( im transmasc use he/they & been on T for almost 9 months) anyways, a couple days ago she went about her usual texting me but i wasnt having the best day and it really got to me. i got home and texted her finally saying if she cant respect the adult person i am today i dont want her in my life(she lives halfway across the country) and to which she responded within 10 minutes reminding me i have a womb. needless to say i blocked her but im stuck within wanting a relationship w my mom and wanting peace for myself. she doesn’t respect my partner im with she pretends she doesnt exist and i cant stand for that since we r *hopefully* getting married next year. i put the ss of the convo i sent but i will say its all in spanish. hopefully i can find more hispanic bros in this thread since i really hardly have any.