Question regarding SSRI withdrawal
My history: 12 years ago I came off Fluoxetine over approximately 2-3 weeks, after having been on it for around two years. I did this independently of medical advice and am aware that this was a mistake. I began to feel detached, demotivated and as if I was in a zombie state. At the time and since I felt like I had lost connection with myself and the world around me. 12 years later, I still feel a strong sensation of what I felt back then, as if my brain never reformed its connections. My instinct is that the disconnect feels strongest with the frontal part of my brain
My question is: could I have cut off any number of parts of my brain by withdrawing too quickly, and if so, should I have expected these areas to have recovered at least partly, or could they have just remained in whatever zombie state I've been feeling?