I just realized I was forced be a beggar(?) when I was little.
I'm sorry if this comes as insensitive if any of you have experienced something worse.
It's not like it's making me upset but i just realized that. I remember an instance when I was staying at a homeless shelter when I was like 5 or so. Then I remember trying to sell stuff on the street at night. But like I never connected the dots before for some reason. But it isn't too bad cuz as i remember it was just one instance. Weird stuff.