
I can’t take this anymore
Hi, I’ve (23m) been suffering from dysthymia for over 6 years. I got officially diagnosed around 9 months ago after years of begging my family that I need help for my mental health. This illness have been slowly killing me and taking over my life.
I’ve lost all drive to do pretty much anything in my life. I’m constantly tired, worried, down, and hopeless. It has slowly but surely gotten worse over the past 6 years, like watching a car crash in slow motion but being too weak to stop it/get out of the way.
I can’t take living like this anymore. This illness has ruined my career, my personal relationship, and general outlook about the future. Nobody around me really cares, they are waiting for me to “snap out of it” and return to the me before all this. I’m extremely tired of being called lazy, unambitious, and ungrateful while I struggle to even get out of the bed every morning. I hate that I’m a burden and disappointment to my family and the people around me.
Mental health is not something that is taken seriously or perceived sympathetically in my family and immediate circle. It is mostly seen as a hinderance to success or an excuse to be lazy and being a failure. I can’t take it anymore. I’ve cried and struggled alone at night for too much. When I try to share this with the people around me, they would listen for a couple hours and then tell me that I need to “snap out of it” and “stop making excuses”. I don’t know what to do.
Is there a cure or treatment for dysthymia? If there is, please let me know how and where I can get it. I don’t think I can get through to 2027 if I don’t find something to fight this.