Question about the meetings
So I live with my alcoholic mother, Im 27M with no job, all my friends are gone and my sibling is no help either. She quit for a year and a half and it was so nice, she became my primary support and only person id really talk to all day. However, in February she relapsed and then did it again these past 2 weeks. I have been in a really rough spot, so the panic attacks and intense anger came back and feeling like the world is ending bc the only person I talk to is now becoming emotionally absent and abusive again. It was a very scary weekend.
My therapist kept recommending al anon for me, saying how thats how id find support and people to be there for me. I never went, but today I checked out an online meeting and it was ok. Like I did share and stayed the whole meeting, but idk it didnt seem like a place where I would receive support, like we just shared and then the next person, then the next, until the end where it just ends. Im just confused bc where is the support supposed to be?