u/Comfortable_Two_4834

I sorta feel lonely and melancholic at times, and that makes me think of why must it be this way and so on. But then i see others living care-free as if they have it all figured out with what i would need

For context usually in whatever relationship, project or group i'm in i always end up contributing the most and receive the least whether because i volunteer or am forced to do so in certain situations.

So then again, is it my fault for having too high standards or being to cynical, or am i just in my cause. btw im not seeking to validate myself, but things are just too messy to figure it out.

So really i'm asking on how do clear this dilemma without being self-centered nor self betraying