u/Common_Equal_8792

I genuinely don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to make things better with her, I don’t know how to make myself feel better, I don’t know how to stop feeling so much, I don’t know how to stop overthinking.

I pray and I pray and I pray to God every day. If it’s not for me, take the yearning away. If it’s not for me, take away my all anxieties. If it’s not for me, make the good bye painless.

But God, does it hurt like bitch, to cry on my bathroom floor, desperately hoping for all of it to stop. for all the emotions to go away. for things to just work out magically, because right now I’ve exhausted all my effort and nothing just fits.

Every time I think I’ve figured it out, it all comes crashing down again. Every time I think I’m a step closer to detaching, something happens again.

I’m just so tired. Please. Make it all make sense. I don’t know how much longer I can take this.

Hi! I’m in Metro Manila until tonight. Would it be too much to ask if I can go out on a date with someone today? I’m staying in my friend’s place around Katipunan, so it would be great if you were around the area. Maybe we could do or eat something together? I can go to you if ever. If it goes well, I don’t mind seeing where it’ll go.

About me:
- Bisexual Femme
- Fit, Confident with my looks, long hair
- From Visayas
- Mainly an English speaker
- From Big 4 (So i used to study in Metro Manila)

About you:
- Preferably Femme, but soft masc can be cute too :)
- Around my age (23-27)
- Just pls be single 🫠

I don’t mind exchanging pictures to see if we’re each others types!