u/Competitive-Air-619

I start monday, any tips? for context this is my first job!!

Hello I am a pimo who's 17F!

As of now my parents completely took away all my social media, im on my laptop lol. because i was caught hanging out with a worldly guy. Its really frustrating, CO visit and international convention is coming up which will be hard for me. i have a job interview today so hopefully i can get a distraction from this BS!

My mental health has been okay, not super bad but also not super happy. just being caught in this situation makes me so angry and anxious. I have a few friends but its hard to reach out since my parents took everything away lol. i know i will get through this but its just really hard right now, i did get some help by calling a suicide prevention hotline which helped.

As for now i cope with journaling or escaping via TV shows or movies, which yes sounds stupid. Thankfully my parents let me go on walk, yes bare minimum but it helps lots. im staying over at my grandparents house this weekend which should be nice just to take a break from my parents especially after the big arguments this week. about the boy along with jw shit.

I love my family, i really do. i know why they react this way and its hard to see how they will shun me, it scares me. I've become really good at grey rocking which helps, once school starts again i will see my counsillor, anyway if there are any tips or anything let me know!

I am pimo in my late teens just wondering if anyone would like to get in contact or just discuss this topic that will be happening soon!!