u/Competitive-Fun5655

VERSE 1

You talk about my body,
Like that it has no hair.
I know what you are,
But I don't think I'm scared.

You smooth your veiny fingers
underneath my skin.
You scare me when you touch me,
But I'm already there.

PRE-CHORUS

I'm praying to like it now,
But sometimes I—

Tell me I'm useful,
Say you need me.

You encourage my consent,
Saying, "It'll be fine."

CHORUS

I'm the toy you don't want your friends to see,
You're too old to be playing a fantasy.

To get your age,
I'd have to count mine twice.

You encourage my consent,
Saying, "It'll be fine."

I'm your dirty little fetish
That you keep at night.

VERSE 2

You tell me that it's fine,
No one will know, it's alright.
You tell me you're losing your mind,
That I should come over tonight.

You got me a taxi,
You're so kind.
You say I'm just what you like—
I thought you liked me, not my type.
Photos couldn't see those lifeless eyes.

You were so kind, that's why I said yes—
A yes I'd take back for the rest of my life.

CHORUS

I'm the toy you don't want your friends to see,
You're too old to be playing a fantasy.

To get your age,
I'd have to count mine twice.

You encourage my consent,
Saying, "It'll be fine."

I'm your dirty little fetish
That you keep at night.

VERSE 3

I took a bus home in the morning,
You said you had a flight, I should go.
But you said it wasn't boring,
We could meet again, I should let you know.

But I didn't though.

Blocked your number
As soon as I got home.
Took a bath,
Got the smell off,
Else I couldn't cope.

BRIDGE

You still text me sometimes,
Asking to meet again.
You linger in my head
Like a snapshot of regret.

I grind my teeth,
I bite my tongue.
I'd bite yours too—
But you'd like it, huh?

I'd slap you,
But you'd find it adorable.
You'd think it's cute.

I can't hate you,
But I do.
I hate you
As much as I hate me too.

MANTRA / OUTRO

You seemed nice and friendly,
Light in your eyes.

You seemed nice and friendly,
It was a disguise.

You seemed nice and friendly,
But I was just your type.

Saying yes made it fine,
But it was never right, was it?

(Made intentionally longer then all my other songs sorry if you don’t like that)

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VERSE 1

You talk about my body,
Like that it has no hair.
I know what you are,
But I don't think I'm scared.

You smooth your veiny fingers
Across my skin.
You scare me when you touch me,
But I'm already there.

PRE-CHORUS

I'm praying to like it now,
But sometimes I—

Tell me I'm useful,
Say you need me.

You encourage my consent,
Saying, "It'll be fine."

CHORUS

I'm the toy you don't want your friends to see,
You're too old to be playing a fantasy.

To get your age,
I'd have to count mine twice.

You encourage my consent,
Saying, "It'll be fine."

I'm your dirty little fetish
That you keep at night.

VERSE 2

You tell me that it's fine,
No one will know, it's alright.
You tell me you're losing your mind,
That I should come over tonight.

You got me a taxi,
You're so kind.
You say I'm just what you like—
I thought you liked me, not my type.
Photos couldn't see those lifeless eyes.

You were so kind, that's why I said yes—
A yes I'd take back for the rest of my life.

CHORUS

I'm the toy you don't want your friends to see,
You're too old to be playing a fantasy.

To get your age,
I'd have to count mine twice.

You encourage my consent,
Saying, "It'll be fine."

I'm your dirty little fetish
That you keep at night.

VERSE 3

I took a bus home in the morning,
You said you had a flight, I should go.
But you said it wasn't boring,
We could meet again, I should let you know.

But I didn't though.

Blocked your number
As soon as I got home.
Took a bath,
Got the smell off,
Else I couldn't cope.

BRIDGE

You still text me sometimes,
Asking to meet again.
You linger in my head
Like a snapshot of regret.

I grind my teeth,
I bite my tongue.
I'd bite yours too—
But you'd like it, huh?

I'd slap you,
But you'd find it adorable.
You'd think it's cute.

I can't hate you,
But I do.
I hate you
As much as I hate me too.

MANTRA / OUTRO

You seemed nice and friendly,
Light in your eyes.

You seemed nice and friendly,
It was a disguise.

You seemed nice and friendly,
But I was just your type.

Saying yes made it fine,
But it was never right, was it?