CRITICAL help needed
hi guys idek what to say but this year i have literally changed as a person for the worst. long story short, in year 12 i worked super hard and got predicted A*AAA, from there onwards it went downhill. SOMEHOW i scraped a good enough ucat and im so thankful to have gotten an offer.
Im beyond grateful for how far ive come but have donenothing to show it - ive struggled so much this year and put revision off and off and off and now we’re here. In my latest mocks i got BCU. Can you believe it? (U for chem cuz i knew none of the content). You would think this would motivate me but im only used to doing well, i got and 8-9 in my gcses as well and so i then went on to ruin myself further. Furthermore, i knew many peple were in my situation as well, but ended up getting into med school and thought i could do the same.
Im going to take full accountability, 90% of this is my fault as ive spent so much time feeling sorry for myself because of the state of my sixthform, but at one point it became only me to blame.
Anyways, my offer for med is ABB - i know its catastrophically low for med, and was so shocked to even get this, but at this rate i dont think i will even get that. I have 70-75% of the content covered or perhaps less. Im yet to start exam practice. Will i make it? Should i withdraw? Do sixthforms even intake year 13’s again or only yr 12’s? My head is all over the place and i dont know what to do except cry. I have so much more stuff to say but think i should cut it here- it you have any questions just lmk.
Any help would be appreciated 🙃