u/Confident-Fortune584

I'm not a frequent purger anyway. And I went to all of this trouble and mostly it didn't work. I'm still bloated and have no idea if I have a single item of clothing I'll be able to wear to work tomorrow (we have a dress code so no baggy sweatshirt) and I can't call in sick. Disgusted.

ETA: I forgot the best part! I was not hungry at all..and that's WHY I binged...I haven't felt not hungry in so long it was weird and I didn't know what to do and my day had fallen apart and I was alone.

I cannot control myself around sugar at all. I can't just have one taste of something with sugar. It turns into a HUGE (we're talking like 5000 calorie) binge. I don't think any of my clothes will fit tomorrow morning and I'll have to go to work all bloated and swollen and hope I don't get sick at work. Why do I do this? I've tried LITERALLY everything for over 40 years. And no one takes me seriously because of my weight ever. I've binged for so many years and I'm just tired and frustrated.