Am I a loser
I’m young like really young and my whole life has been like I’m living in a bubble that pops every 2 seconds and comes back stronger,when I was 7 my sister died,when I was 8 my dad told us he had a secret family,when I was 9 I found out my dad had the same disease my sister had,when I was 10 I got into social media and not the good side,when I was 12 I got bullied and then throughout my entire school life that happend to after school,i found out my brother has the same disease.my sister is autistic,my brother is disabled my mum and dad don’t speak,and my dad is disabled,and my mum has depression,when I was 14 I struggled with alchol addiction and I left school because of it,in my last year of school I left before I could take my GCSEs and I fell into a pit of sadness and paranoia I’m now here no GCSEs no work experience no qualifications at all.im not very pretty and I do not have a lot of nice features I simply just look like a normal girl.i have social anxiety and I have 2 friends nothing else.my first ever boyfriend just cheated and dumped me and I found out that no schools will take me so now im left with nothing at all. I have to find a job by September. My question is,am i destined for failure forever because that’s all my life has ever been,I try hard and less I do more and none I do everything and nothing I am told,I have tried and done everything and it all just leads back to me sitting in my room staring at the wall wondering if I’ll ever be anything other than this.Am I a loser?